Knowing me, knowing you...

Let...how are you doing? I tried to call you but you didn't answer...

Anyway, this song by ABBA just cropped up in my mind, and I was thinking that it was really poignant...

ABBA-Knowing me, Knowing you

No more carefree laughter
Silence ever after
Walking through an empty house, tears in my eyes
Here is where the story ends, this is goodbye

Knowing me, knowing you
There is nothing we can do
Knowing me, knowing you
We just have to face it, this time we're through
(This time we're through, this time we're through
This time we're through, we're really through)
Breaking up is never easy, I know but I have to go
(I have to go this time
I have to go, this time I know)
Knowing me, knowing you
It's the best I can do

Mem'ries (mem'ries), good days (good days), bad days (bad days)
They'll be (they'll be), with me (with me) always (always)
In these old familiar rooms children would play
Now there's only emptiness, nothing to say

Knowing me, knowing you
There is nothing we can do
Knowing me, knowing you
We just have to face it, this time we're through
(This time we're through, this time we're through
This time we're through, we're really through)
Breaking up is never easy, I know but I have to go
(I have to go this time
I have to go, this time I know)
Knowing me, knowing you
It's the best I can do

I guess that is the best I can do...now I still wonder how you're doing, and I have news and updates of my own life that I would like to share with you, my BFF...I'm so sorry for what I've done, I can't believe it myself..I really don't know how to explain it..

Do let me know when can I, if ever, contact you again :(

PS: I still remember my promise...

5 weeks and counting..

During this period of time, you have no idea so many things happened. Each time the first person I wanted to share with was you, but each time I stopped myself. Guess you will never understand how that feels.

I still cant figure out how you can do this to me and I know I will never be able to forgive you. The anger, disappointment and hurt caused by You, of all people. If only my bestfriend was around..